Confessions of a teenage heart

Friday, February 29, 2008 11:28 PM

Boy oh boy,i so gotta update today,or else i'll only get to post on this day in four years time. LOL

So lets see here,kinda skipped training today thus caught some extra Zs and played dota the whole day? LOL

Life is boring.. I'm having too much holidays i just can't take it anymore.. can't wait for school to start.

Damn,from what i know "she's" in a pretty bad mood,i wonder if i can do anything to cheer her up.
Lets see what tricks i still have up my sleeve to put a smile on her face.

Anyway on the other hand,i'm still waiting for a friend to reply me about tomorrow. I guess i won't be hearing anything. Lets see.. hmmmm.. this would be like the 4th time this is happening? I really don't know what to think of it anymore. I hope i won't stop caring,but its so hard.
Friend if you're seeing this and i know you know who you are. I ain't angry at you,and we are still great pals. I don't mind you breaking a promise. I'm just happy to see you smiling but right now it hurts pretty bad. You should know why.

Oh well,on a brighter note i'm still thinking of her and still trying to compose a song on my guitar for her.

P.s i love you,but you just don't know it yet

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Thursday, February 28, 2008 4:34 PM

Wow,time flies by when you're really having fun.

Yesterday was my bday,and i woke up early in the morning to go get stuff to cook for the night.
Came back home with the goods and rush off to anderson to meet up with olivia and patricia.
Omg,both of them are so sweet. They really made my day well worth it,olivia's present is really cute and her "scroll" is really sweet. Patricia's sandwich was amazing,ate everything this morning as breakfast. LOL

Had lunch with mummy(you know who you are),another great and amazing catching up session.
Swensens was good to me,gave me a great sundae and eat everything up. LOL
I like hagging out with my my mummy,she totally made my day even more better.

Spend the whole night with the guys,all i can say is that its amazing. Eating,Drinking and Messing around. LOL.. i can't say much because i'm too tired.. LOL.. but no matter,i will never forget my 18 birthday.. The guys just ended it off really really nicely for me.. HAHA,thanks dudes and brothers.

Special thanks to aunts for cooking the food and buying sushi for me. Greatest thanks to my mother. I love you ma, you really mean the world to me. I know you won't see this and its hard to me to tell you in person because i neve really express my feelings towards you,but you rock and thanks for giving birth to me.Of cause my dad too,thanks for everything old man. We may always fight but at the end of the day you're my dad and i love you too.

I'm gonna go sleep now. lol

Joey out~

P.s The whole time round i was thinking of you

& said by joey-

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 8:40 PM

Here i am once again,and with an early update.

Woo,i'm beginning to feel like a kid again. Haha,and i can't stop smiling.
My face is starting to cramp up.. lol

Ahhhh,nothing like a birthday to make you feel young again. Haha
Got a super long day ahead tomorrow.

Gotta go back to anderson,then have lunch with "mummy"(you know who you are).
Then get back home and spend the whole night gaming and hanging out with the guys.

Haha,yay ! They are staying over and i seriously can't wait for tomorrow...
Super good and long day and it feels like nothing can go wrong =]

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF =]

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Monday, February 25, 2008 8:50 PM

Training was as usual. Nothing much happened

Keep sleeping and watching the same movies over and over again.

Haha,there's nothing to update !

Erm,the guys are coming over to stay on weds and erm... still thinking of her and er.. miss her..

Yep,that's it.. lol

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Sunday, February 24, 2008 10:23 PM

Woke up at 6 again for training.
Went back to sleep at 11 and finally woke up at 3.
Rushed over to buy 4D for my mum and got a heavy lunch.

Went back home and continued slacking the day away,chatting with mummy(meishan).
And everything went blank,i think i fell asleep again? Then woke up and went for dinner.
Injured my friggin back and now i can't stand up. LOL

Well,i'm now resting on my bed and slacking again. Guess i'm gonna fall asleep again. LOL
But still chatting with sister(pat).

Overall boring day with nothing happening

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Saturday, February 23, 2008 10:35 PM

Wassup all !

I'm finally home from a long day,as usual training started at 6 again.
Rushed over to causeway point after that,paid some bills for dad and went to mos burger to eat.
Got myself a tamiya build it yourself airplane,den i realize i didn't get the tamiya gule and building set. LOL

Dad wanted me to start a new hobby and he was so supportive of me. First time in my life my dad has been so supportive. Pretty happy,guess his happy too cause i made it to aerospace course.
Met up with a old friend and had a great time watching movies in my room,nothing like a beautiful girl and laptop to start off with a catching up session. LOL

After that sent her to the mrt and made my way to amk,went over to elca's house and slack for awhile. Saw a few people i knew from secondary school. Oh well,hate those memories flooding back to me. (Long story for another time)

Met up with everyone,surprised to see denise.. haha.. went to pizza hut and had a great dinner.
But service was pretty bad.. We crap alot, and many many inside jokes that only we will understand. HAHA.. play bball with elca and some shooting games.

Overall a great day.. Happy bday elca.. and happy bday to me too.(my bday is on the 27th.. shhh.. don't tell anyone.. lets see who remembers)

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Friday, February 22, 2008 10:14 PM

As usual woke up at 6 for training again.
Then it was the waiting game.. LOL.. all i did was sit around,sleep and watch tv till like 5pm?
I kinda fell asleep in the toilet again.. HAHA.. rushed down to mrt to meet up with the guys and we went over to mrs lee's crib..

All we did was talk and ate,it was pretty boring. Cause us guys only had our psp with us and everyone else had cards and majong. Worst of all we didn't know anyone there cause they were not our batch of people.

Oh well,guess life's like that yo!

Sigh,actually i asked her out. But right now i guess it was a wrong move.
Cuz she ain't replyin' at all.

Sis say i'm thinking too much.. OH WELL !
At least i got a whole week jamm packed.

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Thursday, February 21, 2008 10:09 PM

Wassup? =]

Damn.. today was a long day.. woke up at 6 again for training.
Then all of a sudden had to rush down to amk to meet up with yang and caii.
We were lucky his dad sent us to Singapore poly,i feel damn useless that i was unable to help a brother in need. We tried other polys too,but all didn't work out.

I hope nyp is willing to accept him,cause his a good boy and has loads of potential.
Well,all i can say is that we traveled alot today.My feet are killing me. LOL
We went to sumo house to have a late lunch.. (something i would like to call linner,you know like brunch,thus linner) =]

Now i'm back home and watching american idol.. woo!
On another note,i hope she's doing fine in her exams,tried to check up on her today.
But she didn't reply,i ain't frettin' cause i know she's busy.
I think till today she doesn't know i'm in love with her,but sometimes its worth loving someone in the dark and just make sure that i'm able to put a smile on her face.
I know there are some people out there that are asking me why i love her.
All i can say is that "She's everything i'm not,she completes me. And makes me wanna be a better man,lol.. i guess its weird.. but hey im attracted to her alright"
Guess that's it for today

Joey out~

& said by joey-

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 8:41 PM

Damn.....

Should i continue to stay in rp,or should i appeal and go to another school?
I mean its the course i am interested in aerospace,problem is i'm only learning about the electronics part.

But if i appeal out,i'll be going to a course which i have either little or no interest in.
Oh man,how i wished i have Ms Sharmila with me right now.
She always know how to guide me where to go,maybe i'm too dependent on other people?

My brain keeps telling me to stay in rp,however my gut and heart is telling me to appeal.
I'm afraid at the same time that my diploma from rp would lose out to those from top ranked polys.

Well,on a better note i'm still thinking of HER =]
And i can't wait for the day when i can bring her out for lunch and a movie

Joey off~

& said by joey-

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 6:40 PM

What can i say its the beginning of a new year and now I'm no longer in Anderson.
Have been posted to republic poly.

Its gonna be hard,a new school with new people and new stuff to learn.
DAMN,everything is new. I hope its not gonna kill me.. LOL