Thursday, May 29, 2008
7:31 PM
I think this is the right time to update.
I guess i could really not care at times like what huiyi and meishan said, why should i never bother when the cold shouder is given. But there are times when i just can't help myself,i tend to care about people more than myself.
Huiyi jiejie,thanks for everything and meishan mummy. You two have been my pillar of strength and trying to keep me standing. Right now i think i know what i should do already. But there are times when i just can't help caring. Like what meishan said it is just who i am always caring,that's why i am who i am today. =]
Ps. I know i may seem cold but all you need to do is just whistle and i think i'll still come running
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said by joey-
Thursday, May 22, 2008
12:16 PM
*This is an update while i'm in class*
Wow,i actually bothered caring, denise,bobo can you hear me? I need you guys badly.
Right now i have no idea what to do, what's the use? Tearing up but i'm controlling everything inside of me.
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said by joey-
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
9:49 PM
DAVID COOK - DREAM BIGWell,i'm still standing here caring. I tried to stop but i can't,and i think that's a good thing,because like what god-pa said "if u care for someone,u don't ask for anything back in return. You do it because you want to and cause you love that person and wanna see them smile"
I guess that is why i am here,still caring,checking up on you and prayingneverynight that you are alright and that god will transfere all your pain to me,because i'm willing to go through anything for you. Its like i really wanna wipe those tears from your eyes but who am i to do that? I can only hope that the man you love is doing that and is not the cause of the tears.
I guess i'm still trying to get you to open up and to believe once again.
I wanna be that someone who stands by you no matter what.
I wanna be the one you look for when your feeling down.
I wanna be the one who is your pillar of strength.
I wanna be the one you call at night when you had a nightmare.
I wanna be that someone who is able to be there for you.
I wanna be that special someone who you could share all your joys and laughter with.
I wanna be that someone who you would share hugs and kisses with and never regret any second of it
I wanna be that someone who you could study and yet enjoy time with.
I wanna be that someone you once believed in.
I wanna be all of those,wanna be that someone you once believed in to make you happy.
So yeah....... I know its hard for you to believe in all of these words again.
But hey,but if you don't have faith then there's nothing worth believing,but i have faith in myself and i believe that u will have faith soon and will come to find out that you can believe me. I will be there,i will come running... just whistle... this i swear. So yeah..
Joey out~
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said by joey-
Sunday, May 18, 2008
6:53 PM
Don't you just wanna take both of us home? HAHA
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said by joey-
Thursday, May 15, 2008
9:22 PM
Haha, LOVE ANYONE?
I totally loved school today,everyone seem to have so much fun in school. Nothing much really happened,at least anything interesting.
I'm pretty much waiting for my chick flicks to be ready,so that i can cry. LOL,YES I AM A DUDE THAT LOVES CHICK FLICKS.
Wanna watch "made of honour" tomorrow,hope someone is free to watch it with me. BOBO,you know who i'm talking about. =]
Alright,gonna go crap with aimee now.
Joey out~
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said by joey-
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
9:06 PM
Pretty much wanna dedicate that heart to "you".
Well, i skipped school today; couldn't wake up and was too lazy to rush to school.
So with not going to school, i pretty much missed those beautiful eyes that i get to see every single day. AH ~ and don't forget that smile of her's.
She'll never know that i'm talking about her and the worst thing is that she's so so so close to me everyday literally like foot steps away.
So i went out with two good brothers and we went to like jurong and stuff to look at presents and it was fun and we've all decided on what to get. Even though its gonna burn a little hole in our pockets, i think that placing a smile on the girl's face is more important than any form of money in the world.
I love everything little single thing about her, from her catchy phrases to her smile and every single thing she does.
So now i'm here at home,slacking at the sofa and watching tv.
Nothing more to say.....
Joey out ~
friends ever and my sister and not to forget the angel from my night.
Ya know its always hard to forget but its never easy to forgive either,i guess it was just fate or
maybe even god that wanted me to get rid of this hate inside of me.
Or maybe its time for me to break off the deal with the devil and start getting back on the
right path.
Sigh,if only meimei could be here with me 24/7. But i know i gotta find my own way out of this
too,she can only do so much and the rest is up to me but i just want meimei to know that i love
her and really wanna thank her for everything.
Denise Danielle Lee,you rock don't ever change. =]
Dear lord,she is so hot when she is angry. oh yes,trust me. I KNOW =]
P.s I've forgiven you
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said by joey-
Monday, May 12, 2008
7:35 PM
Holy crap,i saw her again. That devil from my dreams and not that angel from my nightmare.
Well,at least she was that angel,till she left. My brothers and sisters already had such a hard
time to bring me back to normal again,now that i've told them about this new of her being
in the same school as me. Let me tell you this,they are willing to give me money to transfere school.
LOL.
If my mother knew she was here,lets just say when a woman is angry,RUN !
I tried to forget about her,althought her scent still lingers in my room,a few of her clothes are
still around,and some of mine have her scent too. Sigh,trying so hard to move on. But she was my
"first" and worst of all we grew up together evere since we were kids,like since we were 4?
My friends are happy that we're not together anymore,because she had full controll over me.
What i eat to where i could go to who i can hang out with,even how many sticks of cigs i can smoke a day
Wow,and i actually like that because to me that was love from her.
But she got jealous over Meimei(denise) just because we talked over the phone for 6hrs. I mean
come on she is my real life god-sister,she even got jealous over bell(MY DOG) because i choose
to hug him over her during one night when she stayed over. Holy crap.. MEMORIES !
BOBO,DOM,DENISE ! HELP ! I am so lost right now...
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said by joey-
Friday, May 09, 2008
8:51 PM
So school and stuff are alright,pretty much the same old same old stuff. I wonder to myself why do i even care,empty promises are the worst for me,i had enough of them already.. Lied to me,treat me like crap. I don't really care about those,but making empty promises just breaks my heart and my trust. On the other hand,please smile.. i worry about you so much.. sigh.. can't update anymore..
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said by joey-
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
6:27 PM
Wow,its already 6th may almost 3months from my last update and the renewal of this blog.
Why renewal? I wanted to forget everything about the past and move on, i guess it is helping out. My new life in RP is nice,getting to know loads of new friends and really nice people. Although it is hard for me to meet up with my secondary school friends i know we are still thinking of each other in our hearts 5/1'07 i miss you guys and especially the DnT group, those days of chionging inside the room.
Now is nothing of those days anymore,poly life is so different. But i love my class so much, and one person in particular, and you know what is the best thing? She doesn't know i have a blog here and therefore i can write everything about her and she will never know i am loving her all this while.
My friends start to get jealous cause she is hot . If only she knows, if only those beautiful eyes of her's could look through me and see how much she means to me. Then that would be perfect, she'll then know that i am true.
BOBO,you know who i am talking about !!
Thank god for last minute intervention from that soft squeeshy thing inside my head my BRAIN !
Now im in my good friend's kelvin teddy's hostle.. YES PEOPLE HIS LAST NAME IS TEDDY,HOW CUTE IS THAT? (and he's good looking too =P)
Don't you just wanna take both of us home? HAHA
