Monday, May 12, 20087:35 PM
Holy crap,i saw her again. That devil from my dreams and not that angel from my nightmare. Well,at least she was that angel,till she left. My brothers and sisters already had such a hard time to bring me back to normal again,now that i've told them about this new of her being in the same school as me. Let me tell you this,they are willing to give me money to transfere school. LOL. If my mother knew she was here,lets just say when a woman is angry,RUN ! I tried to forget about her,althought her scent still lingers in my room,a few of her clothes are still around,and some of mine have her scent too. Sigh,trying so hard to move on. But she was my "first" and worst of all we grew up together evere since we were kids,like since we were 4?
My friends are happy that we're not together anymore,because she had full controll over me. What i eat to where i could go to who i can hang out with,even how many sticks of cigs i can smoke a day Wow,and i actually like that because to me that was love from her. But she got jealous over Meimei(denise) just because we talked over the phone for 6hrs. I mean come on she is my real life god-sister,she even got jealous over bell(MY DOG) because i choose to hug him over her during one night when she stayed over. Holy crap.. MEMORIES ! BOBO,DOM,DENISE ! HELP ! I am so lost right now... &
said by joey-
